They say the best loves are forbidden. What do they know anyway? They didn't feel your heart beating with mine as we lay together in a complete lie, both knowing it would never last, both knowing that this could never be.
Why does everything that is called wrong always feel so wonderful at the time?
Why does my heart still ache when i see you in passing, your blue eyes and long eyelashes staring blankly at the floor?
I know it hurts you too, i can see it in those moments where our eyes meet by accident, and communicate too much for just those few fleeting seconds.
Nothing feels the same without you.
I don't think things ever will.
We can't be friends, we can't be together, so we remain apart. It tears me into pieces, when i think of you, which is more often than not.
No one will ever love you the way I did.
Unconditional.
BUT
I don't want to be your friend anymore.
I guess and I admit, I was stupid before..
BUT then God made me realized that I shouldn't let myself be hurt OVER and OVER again ..
i assumed, i expected and NOW im enlightened..
im glad i am :))
so long and goodbye :))
glad to know you..
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